29 Mar Dropping off the facade!
Posted at 22:03h in Divine, Ego, Intuition, Mind, Nature, Overcoming Fear, Poem, Power, Self Love 0 Comments
Here I am going back to BASICS- dropping off those masks I pulled off to over-manage, overdo, overachieve, over comply, and so on.
With those masks, I created chaos in my life with a need to do more and more, be somewhere and not HERE.
For me, NOW was never enough- always jumping to the next moment. I never appreciated the present moment as I was in a rush of sorting out the future.
And with that chaos, I burnt myself from inside, lost it all with constant anxiety, frustration, fear, anger, emptiness, which I was filling in with all sorts of materialistic stuff to find what, SOLACE.
With my painful experience from the past few years, life threw me to rock bottom to start from scratch. It pushed me to that inner work which I scoffed away initially. It was hard, scary, and messy, but with that constant inner work(cleansing the GRIME-I call) came a deep connection to my soul. That changed everything in and around me. The change from within started reflecting outside.
It led me to SLOW down and drop off everything I was doing to fulfill some void and release what no longer served me.
So, here I am NOW and HERE with NO MORE over doing, over managing, or over perfecting anything – disinviting the turmoil I created in the past.
I wish you all the love and great things in your life.